i am currently 6 months clean and i think i’ve officially stopped self harm but yes i do have a past with it but i constantly get these dreams where i intentionally harm myself, like last night i had a dream that i went to go have a shower but i saw there’s 2 blades on the bathroom counter. i picked both of them up and hopped into the shower, instead of washing my hair or anything i just sat there cutting myself, the only other dream i remember about it was i went down to the shops to buy blades, came home went into my room and also just started cutting myself 😭 i don’t really like it since i still get thoughts about doing it all day everyday but yk im trying my hardest to stay clean but these dreams really just bring me back in a bad way and they are quite triggering.