I had an odd dream I've been having lots these days, dreams that make me feel like am someone else. In real life am like 5'2 but in the dream my classmates changed, they're usually chill people with some competitiveness but in the dream they were carefree, didn't care about their education and bullied me and two others cause we were 'giants' (don't ask me how dreams are weird man). In the dream I wasn't like badly beaten bullied but like the kind of bullying where all your classmates isolate you and avoid you. Idk if it's for attention or what but I cut myself on the wrist but probably my fear of hurt in reality transmitted to the dream because I only had a surface injury. Barely bleeded and noone cared hilarious dream lol.
Jokes aside I think it might be related to how I feel. I just recently graduated and I'm kinda just realizing I never had any close friends. Yeah, I had a good relationship with my classmates but I had no close friend(s) so maybe that's why?